Monthly Archives: October 2008

I thank all of you for the words. ALL. of you. and I know who you are. I don’t want to say anything. to anybody. anymore.ever. I’m good. It was a false hope made on a faulty foundation. So be … Continue reading →

There is a consensus on the table over here at the Circus…to tell him or not to tell him how I feel. I’ve come to the part in the movie where I decide, after lo these many months of cat … Continue reading →

All of it. That was the theme for dinner with M’Lynn last night. We’ll have all of it. drink all of it. eat all of it. stay for all of it. Brilliant evening. Cosmos bright pink. Gin nice and cold. … Continue reading →

Whew it’s chilly kids! Chilly chilly chilly. Luckily enough Marco the Great got the heat working via a shiny new thermalcouple and two trips to my house yesterday. We’re all snug as a bug in a rug and having a … Continue reading →

Damn. Even when I get a really good sad/mad/sad on, combined with a reaaaaaaaaaaaly good drunk…can’t seem to hold onto it. Huh. Trying to feel any of it this morning. More anger. More sad…and maybe it’s there a little, but … Continue reading →

joe explained to me tonight that the the word SAD is much more heart wrenching and painful to admit than the word MAD. i agree. and after more than ENOUGH cocktails and discussion I have to admit I agree. fact … Continue reading →

I know. The Circus has had an acute case of the Boredoms as of late. There’s lots to talk about. I’m currently on a sit down from frantically getting off work (money made today! Honk! Honk!) getting pinion wood and … Continue reading →

Oh chile! It’s ass cold in my casa! But I’m too cheap to turn on the heat yet. I’m afeared for the bills! It’s ok, though. The cats are all snuggly, and I’m layered up and the only bitch is … Continue reading →